I suddenly feel terrible on EP...

I don't know either.Things have been really terrible for me, both in real life, and here...




First of all, some people here, and most of them were my friends, got banned, for NSFW content in RPing.I mean, Prince of the night, Poisonous Nightmare, LunarShield,...They leave so fast...I can't even say a good bye to them...And I got a warning for that behaviour of me with Princy, too.
What if...What if....I got banned also? ;~;

And, second, I feel guilty.For being friends with RainbowDash9000.
Dashie, I do not want you to feel bad for reading this, it's just some stuff need to be cleared.Okay?

The fact is, like some of the people here, I actually care more about RainbowDash9000 than the others.Really, I just don't know what went wrong.I replied a lot, probably the most, in her Ask me theard.Every time I searches for new posts, I have the feeling of searching for RD9000's posts, rather than new posts.
There, I said it.I feel so ashamed of myself right now... T.T
@RD9000on't feel bad reading this.Don't blame yourself.Blame the members, including me...
And brain biology


I feel so terrible right now, that I could actually leave this forum right now.
(And here comes replies like "Don't leave this forum, pal" -.-)

Yeah, so, bye.Thank you for your time.

~Diamond~

P.S.on't worry, I won't leave.I will probably sudicide because of family difficultlity before I can ever say good bye.

P.P.S.:They said that I can't make depression theards, but this is a blog post.I am unsure about this... :/