Old Wounds

I've had this odd fixation with the antagonist of Equestria Girls whose name is Sunset Shimmer I believe. For those of you who don't know, I'm talking about; it's her.

What do I really mean by "fixation"? There are different things about her, including the posture, the way she exudes herself, that have been awakening certain responses in me; fear and confusion. There was a time in my life where I felt scared and helpless at the "hands" of figures like her. Something I was not yet ready for at the time. When I figured it out, I felt the wounds...... again. Maybe I've been underestimating just how big a problem this has been because I try not to think about it, because I distract myself from it.

So then I guess you could say that for very personal reasons, I won't be looking into Equestria Girls. On the other hand, I guess it's high time I reflected on something I'd been too afraid to because of how painful it is.