Dreamer's blog

So recently I came into some major positive changes in my life. However during that time, I stopped visiting everypony.

Anyway, I had a laptop and a phone that I have been using for the full duration of me dealing with my major BAD life changes (which are now in the past) and all my major GOOD life changes (vastly more recent) Over the last week or two, both devices have ceased working. I have obtained a new phone, and I'm planning on a new computer.

Long story short, I'm changing a lot of things. Starting new if you will. And I choose that I want this site to be part of the new me. I can't guarantee this will last, or even if I can "make a new me" but, I'm trying. Because old me went away roughly a year ago when I almost killed myself. Since then I've been changing and becoming a new person. And I feel like I'm at a point to say I finally AM this new person.

TLDR - Hi, I'm Dreamer. I joined this website a fair time ago, and want to come back because I think it will be good for me.

I think DLC is horrible. One of the worst offenders, if not THE worst is skylanders. The game where you need to buy statues of a character to be able to use them in game.

Im sure hundreds of people agree with me.

But today I gained a new perspective of it.

I have a weekend job hosting parties at a bowling alley, and today the parents brought skylanders plates, napkins, goody bags, balloons, etc. my first thought was "oh my gosh. this game company is totally seeping parents of every cent. Skylanders is the worst thing ever. Money loving businesses." Then I remembered MY sixth birthday. Pokemon plates, napkins, goody bags, balloons, etc. DLC is just as new as game-themed party stuff. Our DLC however was trading cards, books, non-wireless toys. You think, if they had had the technology, they wouldn't have had amiibo for the first smash brothers? Of course they would. Instead they had to work with what they had. Which was spring loaded plastic doodads, and pieces of colored, laminated paper.

DLC today is worse. Many game companies are making DLC actual important things, but it has always been, regardless of how poorly companies are executing it.

Just a thought I wanted to share.

I was born male. Sometimes I associate as female, but most of the time I'm male. I only have one complaint about anything regarding this...

pants.

I am extremely sick of jeans and nice pants. I don't like shorts either, but that's another problem.

I just wish I could buy a pair of adorable stockings and a nice pleated skirt and just hang out around town, apply to jobs, even just hang around my house. Stupid societal standards...

Anyway, just feeling very anti-pants right now.

I dunno?
I was here.
Then I wasn't.
Now I need to say I'm back.
Anyway, yea, that thing I just said.

Anyone wanna catch me up on anything good I missed in the rp section, I'd love a good short story. (get it? cuz rp's never last more than a few days! AHAHAH! I'm hilarious. *high-five*)

Anyway, talk to ya'll later.

Yup.

Alright. That's it. You can go away now.

What?

STOP STARING AT ME!!!

I'M SORRY I GOT LAZY!

*cries in corner*

Anyway, I'm back and stuff. I spent my weekend by seeing my brother's goat farm, in which one of the babies tried to eat my pants. (adorable) and then I saw winter soldier. (amazing)
Then I spent Sunday getting yelled at about my not-having-a-jobness... so... whatever.

Ok, now for real that's all.

(It looked like this and was SOOOO FUZZY!)

I've quit college. Finished all the paperwork and spent several months deciding on it.

I'm a college drop-out with horrendous trouble finding a job, and no direction.

Yay! Ok, just wanted to say it. /highfive

Bye.

So I just bought my first games from steam.

South Park: the stick of truth-
OH MAH GOD.
#lovethisgamewithaburningpassionfromthedeepestpitsofmyheart
That said, I am stuck on the giant nazi zombie fetus boss.

A+ game.
Fun, turn-based gameplay, with questing elements in the overworld. Excessive amounts of adult content though. All in good humor... and by that I mean some of the things they do is insanely unnecessary, yet hilarious.

I also downloaded "rogue legacy".
I dunno. I wanted it. It was 5 bucks.
I haven't played it yet, because I've been playing stick of truth for the last 11 hours, but... whatever.

This won't be a regular thing from me. I don't do game reviews. I'm just super excited.

Look at my avatar, now back to the text.

I am so happy! It's my first piece of work that I'm really proud of!

Not only that, but I finally got a job, after over a year of looking! >.<

And finally, I managed to get Moon Moon as a pet in world of warcraft, the same week I got the last piece of armor I needed and I got a very rare mount!

I have never felt so good!

Thanks for listening!

Yo.
I just made a steam account, and I wanted to know if any games are free. (I think TF2 is right now, from what I can see, but I don't know if that's forever)

So yea, suggest free games, and tell me how to figure out my account name so I can tell it to you people so you can add me, and we can play games together, cuz we all family up in here!

Kthx, bai.

Merry Christmas!
Tomorrow. Whatever.
Hanukkah is already over and I have no idea when Kwanza is!
So merry Christmas from a mildly ignorant doof!

Anyway. I just really like holidays. Every holiday. It's kind of ironic seeing as I am incredibly anti-social with people in my family, and can't access a computer often during holidays. Still, I have a deep seeded love of them!

Anyway, I hope you all can enjoy the season the way I do, regardless of your circumstances!

I love you all! *giant cartoon group hug!*

My phone has an option to inverse all colors... And it makes everypony look so epic! I highly recommend everyone check it out.

Peace.

As of October first, I begin celebrating Halloween, because reasons!

In commemoration, I will be changing my avatar to show my characters in their various Halloween costumes.

So, whose ready for zombies, candy, costumes, and frights galore!?

I am so ready, because for the first time in like two years, it isn't going to be storming like crazy when the actual day shows up! (fingers crossed)

Happy Halloween!

I finally decided to pay for more WoW time, and I regret it sooo much.

I'm so distracted with playing that I'm missing out on so much.

Bleh. Addiction is a powerful thing children...

My laptop is supposed to get here Friday. I was expecting it over the weekend. Grod dang, I am getting so impatient. I need to draw my things again. I need to play games again! I JUST NEED SOMETHING TO YELL AT, SO I AM SORRY BLOG. Anyway, yea... I will probably harm myself in my impatient ravings. I might hit my stone counter-tops in anger at being unable to even take a dang screen-shot. I may try to load a flash on my lame pos mac, and if it doesn't work, well... I may break a baseball bat on something. Long story short, I have never been so impatient in my life. Please help the kitty. I am so impatient right now. Anyway, back to being positive. I feel all good again. Yay!

Okay here's the dealy.

1- I can't turn my head due to a pulled muscle.
2- I'm dangerously underweight, but due to my Crohn's disease (which we just found out about a couple weeks ago) I can't seem to gain weight no matter what I do.
3- I can't eat basically anything I want due to previously mentioned disease.
4- My girlfriend needs to get surgery to remove a possibly malignant birthmark... As well as one to fix her eye.
5- I start college in August and cannot for the life of me find a dang job.

I need help finding the light. I can't seem to locate it. My cloud's silver lining fell off somewhere. I'm always going to be my bright joking self here, it's just who I am, but still. My IRL life is just... not as bright as me.